Thursday, February 9, 2012

perfect. {pink.}

The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke.
The girl who seemed strong, crumbled.
The girl who always laughed, cried.
The girl who never stopped trying, finally gave up.
She dropped to the floor, and whispered silently to herself…
I can’t do this anymore...

no one is perfect.
a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
something  has been plaguing my life for the past year.
something that has taken its toll not only mentally but physically.
sometimes you aren't strong enough to fight yourself.
thats why we have families.
to help us get through our roughest times.

sometimes i fear change.
even good change.
but change is a continual thing.
never stopping.
but always necessary.

im tired.
tired of fighting.
tired of lying to myself.
tired of being weak.
tired of disappointing myself.
tired of not knowing who the girl in the mirror is.

yesterday was a hard day.
but because of loving parents i am ok.
trials are allowed to make us stronger.
although we might falter
the most important thing is never giving up.

brighter days are ahead.

nothing is better then winning a battle.
and this battle will be won.


Chad and Ash said...

I love you!!

Shauna said...

Are you alright? I hope you are ok. Your family is awesome so whatever you are going through, they will help you. We love you!

Granny said...

We love you too!