called to serve. {part 1.}

remember how i discussed that changes are going to be made???

well this weekend was the beginning of a lot of changes.

one change i am not quite ready to discuss right now.

it is going to be hard but a necessary and important change.

i am ok. and one day i hope i will be able to discuss my story with others.

the next change is my most scary but exciting change.

i have officially decided to put my life on hold.

put school on hold.

put family on hold.

its official. 

i am going on a mission.

now i know i have discussed this many time with people.

but now it is happening.

i am "done" with my papers!!

all i need to do is get my physical.

check up with the dentist.

meet with the bishop and stake president.

then wait. and wait. and wait.

for the most exciting package to come in the mail.

i am nervous and scared.

yet so excited and happy.

i know this is what i need to be doing with my life right now.

and it feels so good to finally have a life plan set up.

i can't wait to see what is in store for these next couple months.

life sure is crazy right now.